This Sinking Feeling..

Warning: the following is a rant, not just any kind of rant, it's a depression-fuelled, given-up-on-hope, emotionally distraught kind of rant. If you are uncomfortable with the idea of whiny emo bitches complaining about how shit their life seems, leave this blog post NOW...

I hate this sinking feeling, you know the one, where you think everything is going so perfectly that nothing could possibly f*ck it up. Then one thing, one tiny thing like the movement of a butterfly's wing goes ahead and completely ruins everything and any hope or chance of repairing what has been damaged.

I have had the great displeasure of experiencing this feeling multiple times in just the past month, My life has just seemed to kind of start to spiral downward. With that said, I feel as though I've just given up.. Not on everything, just the basic things that make someone human, i.e. Love, Joy, Happiness, etc.. All positive feelings in general.

So this is what it must feel like to be an 'empty shell'...

I hate this sinking feeling...

Sorry if this kinda emo shit annoys you, but I had to get it out there, also if you read this despite the disclaimer I put right at the start, then please keep your negative "lololol you emo faggot" comments to yourself for the time being..