Shit's keeping me awake at night..

Now I know that in my last post I said I have pretty much given up on everything positive. But for some reason, she is still on my mind. I can't explain why, and it's really driving me insane, well even MORE insane.

I wish I knew why my mind is implying she's important enough to keep me from sleeping every night...

Maybe it's because I probably won't see her again, I dunno..

I just wish I could understand my own mind sometimes...